My life

Last Sunday I had a migraine and couldn't bear to look at a computer screen. All week long I have trying to put my thoughts together to post. My life feels a little chaotic right now and I find myself feeling like I am treading water, with waves washing over my head from time to time. The Savior has been my lifesaver I am clinging onto. I am just trying to keep up literally and figuratively. I have always been one to easily overload myself. I scheduled myself with 23 credits in college because I could. If I have a free minute, I am likely to fill it because there is nothing scheduled that can't be squeezed in somewhere else. I always end up showing signs of fatigue in one way or another. I just read this quote on Sugardoodle. "If Satan can't get you to be bad, he'll make you busy." A common sentence in my house lately is, "I am too tired to care!" It is good and bad. Some things that need to slide, do and unvariable some things I shouldn't let slide, do as well! I keep telling myself these are growing pains of personal growth. I have tried to slow down as our prophets have counseled. I took my kids out of TaVaci this semester. I am trying to teach them piano myself instead (which in a way is MORE work). I didn't sign my girls up for dance this spring. I am trying to find that balance in my life. I really suck at the Wii balance games, too. I always think, this is a waste of my time. My kids love them, though. They think they are fun. If I let myself have fun maybe I would relax and be able to float on this sea of my life.